{"id":461,"date":"2023-06-06T14:12:45","date_gmt":"2023-06-06T14:12:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hansakerman.se\/?p=461"},"modified":"2023-06-06T14:12:46","modified_gmt":"2023-06-06T14:12:46","slug":"glasburen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/?p=461","title":{"rendered":"Glasburen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Jag blir sliten. Av mitt inre. Av det inre. Av det inre som bli yttre och det yttre som blir inre, och jag blir sliten i det uppl\u00f6sta och gr\u00e4nsl\u00f6sa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunden vid k\u00e4nslan, min kropp f\u00f6rvrids av repen som jag sj\u00e4lv h\u00e5ller i. Sinnets mekanism knakar och rasar i sm\u00e4rtsam siluett.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Men d\u00e4r. Jag sl\u00e4ppte det f\u00f6rsta, det tunga. Jag var sann och \u00e4rlig. Jag visade mig sj\u00e4lv. Och i en annans \u00f6gon s\u00e5g jag ytan p\u00e5 min absurda konstruktion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Och d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sv\u00e4rdet, sopkvasten svepte loss, sl\u00e4ppte. K\u00e4nslornas segel f\u00f6ll, de m\u00f6rka bass\u00e4ngerna t\u00f6mdes.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag st\u00e4llde mig i som en glasbur och m\u00e4rkte att mina bojor var av ljus. Den kunde inte l\u00e4ngre greppa. Ett ljus jag kan vila i, dansa i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Och buren var \u00e4ven den av ljus. Och \u00e4ven jag.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag har l\u00e4mnat och blivit kvar. Den inre myten m\u00e5lad i mitt inre, en saga g\u00f6md.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag blir sliten. Av mitt inre. Av det inre. Av det inre som bli yttre och det yttre som blir inre, och jag blir sliten i det uppl\u00f6sta och gr\u00e4nsl\u00f6sa. Bunden vid k\u00e4nslan, min kropp f\u00f6rvrids av repen som jag sj\u00e4lv h\u00e5ller i. Sinnets mekanism knakar och rasar i sm\u00e4rtsam siluett. Men d\u00e4r. Jag sl\u00e4ppte&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/?p=461\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Glasburen<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-461","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-noll","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=461"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":462,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461\/revisions\/462"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=461"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=461"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hansakerman.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=461"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}